Look at what came in the mail today~!
( kyaa~! )

*WARNING* If you get overly jealous, this is not the post you'd want to read. 

This is the EXACT concert I went to!!
Kyaa~!
Watching this makes my heart literally jump.
I LUV arashi so much!!

The first scene from the video, when they zoom out,
that is relatively the same area i was sitting...but a bit higher up.






( ...meccha DANGER! )


kk I should go study for my last exam. XP
ttyl <3

No school today (:
Im very bored.

( yummy... )

The Boy in Striped Pyjamas (2008)
I just finished watching this movie.
The setting is during World War II.
It's about this 8 yr old boy, Bruno, the son of a commandant at the concentration camp,
and his forbidden friendship with a Jewish boy of the other side of the fence.
( possible spoiler... )

I just loved this movie.
If you like movies based on WWII,
you'll love this movie.

Hi (:

I just wanted to test the Windows Live Writer…

コンあいば!!
早速, 本題にいきます。
最近, ものすごくストレスを感じてきます。
tests, exams, assignments, culminating activities
いっぱいやる事があり過ぎて困ってます。
ストレス解消法がしりた～い!!

Its the friday (:
I'm very bored right now...
What should i do?
There's nothing interesting to do.
I'm so pessimistic :P
If you're bored, and like to stalk people, click the link XD

( Facebook note... )

I had a lot of fun meeting new people who share the same interest as me.
Going karaoke-ing for the first time was SO MUCH FUN!
Everyone I met was really nice. I want to meet them again someday.
FANMEETS are so much fun!!
I can't believe I was missing out on all the fun! XD
-----<<
Geez i must be blind....
I accidentally cut out someone X_X
I'm sorry.
And I'm sorry...i dont remember everybody's names..... (^ ^; )

I should be doing homework...
and study a bit for my trigonometry test on monday....


I hate school!
Too much work.

OMFG on friday,
This weird, hobo-ish, man started yelled at everyone on the subway...
it was scary.

Then tat scary old man came near me and threw money D;

I was sooo scared..

luckily i got off at the next stop XD

I can't believe it's already DECEMBER.
Time really goes by fast.
...For the past few months it sure has.

I've been starting to think...
What's the point in life?
Is there something specific we have to fulfill?

Why is everything passing by me so quickly? Am i too slow?
Should I try and catch up?
I feel like im standing still in the middle of a busy intersection.
No one is waiting. They just rush by and disappear to the far distance.

First of all, I'm deathly ill on my sweet 16.
I can't even go to school and see my friends on my birthday. );

Second I feel like a bitch.
I'm super jealous of my friends. They all have awesome birthdays When i dont.
My friends have family visit them coming from far away. I dont.
My friends get a lot of stuff (presents). I dont.
I'm ashamed of feeling thing way. I hate myself for wanting presents.

I got a cake. It was a mango cake.
I feel terrible for telling my mom that i didnt want that cake );

When no one was around in the kitchen, one of my dogs eat half of the cake. <__<

When my sister was lighting the candles, she lit all the candles on the edge first.
My sister complained that it was too hot to light the other candles,
so my mom finished lighting the candles on the inside.
Then my dad bitched about how you supposed to light the candles on the inside FIRST not last...
When my dad bitches about things, he sounds scary.
It reminds me of the time when my dad gotten drunk and threw out family tv to the ground.
I hate it when he bitches.

As soon as i blew out the candles, I made my way to the basement (where my computer is).
I didnt want to eat the cake. For one, my dog ate half of it. Two, everyone's fingers touched the cake when lighting the candles so i felt disgusted. Who would want to eat a cake like that!?
But not much time passed when my mom called my back to the kitchen.
My mom kindly cut off the part my dog ate. And she had left me a piece of cake on a plate for me.
But then I bitched to my mom and said i dont want to eat it because my dog ate it and people touched it.
My mom insisted that I eat it, so i did. BUT before i ate it, i took a knife and scraped off the outsides of the cake.
Right in front of my mom too.

I feel horrible.
I'm a horrible daughter.

I was thirsty when I finished eating my birthday cake, so i grabbed a cup and open the fridge to get the milk jug.
When my hand grabbed hole of the handle of the milk jug, my dads lunch for tomorrow fell to the floor and spilled out.
"uh ohh..."
"THROW IT OUT" my dad said in his scary voice.
So i did. I threw it out.
Then my dad called my mom and said i dropped his lunch...
My mom sarcastically bitched at my dad and said "i told u to put it in a better lunch container!!"

I cleaned up the mess and poured the milk into the cup i was still holding on to.
Everyone left the kitchen when i finished pouring the milk.
Tears just fell out of my eyes.
I just couldnt take all the mixed feelings i was feeling.
I felt jealous, lonely, sad, and ashamed.
I felt ashamed of being jealous of my friends for getting presents and having family visit from far away places just for them.
I felt lonely because I couldnt see my best friends on my birthday.
I felt sad because I didnt get any presents.

At least i got a lot of wishes on Facebook (:
Even from ppls i dont really talk to.
Thats whats great about Facebook.
Since its the internet, and you dont have to talk to people face-to-face, you can easily say happy birthday. (:

What made my day was when my friends called me from school (:
They all yelled HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! on the phone.
I felt really special then.
Thanx raknm <3
ily guys (:

himitsu no arashi chan 091029

i just finished watching it.
omfg i wanna go karaoke-ing everysingle day, and sing ONLY arashi songs!
Those ppls are sooo facking LUCKY!!!
arashi went to their room and sang with them!!! :O

just watching this vid made me start shaking!!! >_<
やっぱり嵐ファンです！！

now im just remembering about the concerts i went too (;
i wanna go again!!! no matter wat im gonna go!!
arashi is very addicting u know!!?
XD

arashi = luv
big bang = luv
ellegarden / the hiatus = luv
kobukuro = luv
etc.

BUT in the end...

ARASHI > anything
XD

i luv arashi <3

My locker, i think is in the BEST place ever :3
My grade7/8 crush's locker is right beside me.
And every close to my locker, in the same hall, is the locker of my grade 6 crush XD
I never, in my life, had the courage to tell anyone that i like anyone...
But im still happy :D
Even though I dont talk to them anymore, I dont mind since I "in" their life XP
lmao stalker much???
Anywho, im also happy b/c one of my friend's locker in right across mine so :D

happy happy happy XD

School started yesterday. (yaaay -__-)
and that night, i fell asleep at 7pm :P lol

Today i had so much hmwk <_<
In math class, i had no idea of was Mr.F was talking about...
even though he was reviewing things from last year.
NOT GUD NOT GUD NOT GUD at all

I don't feel like im in grade 11.
I still dont believe it.
I dont want to.
There are too many responsibilities and stress.
I hate this

I went to Japan on August 22nd and came back on the 5th.
I think this was the BEST trip to Japan ever, and also the most troublesome trip ever.
This would prove that it was really troublesome.

augest 22nd-24th:
stay at aunts apartment (tokyo)
25nd:
go to osaka by bus *about 8 hour ride*
bus stopped ever 2 hours and i didn't get much sleep
26th:
HEY SAY JUMP CONCERT
get off bus and head straight to concert hall by train.
6am line up at the concert goods line
10am concert starts
12pm concert ends and goes to osaka castle then head for universal studio official hotel
27th:
have fun at universal studios (an amusement park)
7pm head to kyoto to get on bus that heads back to tokyo (8 hour ride)
-but time to spare so go karaoke-ing for the first time in my life (sing all arashi songs)
-bus ride much better.. didn't stop at all and was able to sleep most of the ride
28th:
head straight to kokuritsu kyogijyo (arashi concert hall *a place where the tokyo olympics were held*)
and wait in line for 3 hours to get arashi concert goods
-head back to aunts house to look at guds, rest, and wait for arashi concert
-5pm leave aunt house and head back to kokuritsu kyogijyo
-concert!! but too many ppls in one place at the same time...resulting in me being groped by a fan pushing her way through to get to her seat...u wont be able to imagin how crowed it was!!
-concert over. despite that different parts of the concert hall was giving permision to leave at one time, too many ppls outside trying to get to the train station...and resulted in me walking around to whole place in a circle....
-got back to aunts house at around 11pm
29th:
-go to train station and get on shinkansen to go to grandma's house in aomori (3hrs)
-i get to aomori and then take a train to the closest station to grandma's house
-walk from closest station (30mins)
-get to grandma's house at around 3pm
30th:
-do nothing just rest at my grandma's
-go to yakiniku for dinner mmmmm
31st - sept 3rd:
do nothing and just rest.
sept 4th:
-leave grandmas and go to the city to catch a bus to tokyo (about 8-9hours)
-spare time till bus comes so karaoke!!!
sept 5th:
-as soon as a get off bus, i head for airport to head back home to CANADA
-narita airport to chicago airport (13hrs)
-chicago to toronto airport (2hrs)
-arrive in toronto
-look around for dad but nowhere to be found at airport
-mom phones home and dad was at home watching tv... <_<
-wait 30mins outside at the passenger pickup area.
-sleep the whole way back home in car
-HOME SWEET HOME
sept 6th:
slept for 16hrs straight....tsukare ga tamatteta...
sept 7th:
typing this out
sept 8th:
school's gonna start!! D;

 


My memory is already a bit rusty of the day of the flight to Japan BUT I remember that

excited about arriving in japan (also tired from 13 hour flight from chicago to japan, 2 hour flight from toronto to chicago and the conzatsu)

When i arrived in Japan and finished all the passport check, I went down to find my 3 suitcases thats in that spinning thing. (you know wat im talking about right??)

My mom was with me, btw. She finds all the luggage while i went to the washroom. (tehehe thanx mommy)
Since I was gonna stay in tokyo (my aunts house) for only about 3 days and then go to osaka

From Aug 21st
To Sept 5th
I'm going to be in Japan :D   (^_^ )V
( the best summer ever! )

I'm already excited!!! :D